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Aug 28, 2010

I'm alive...

For those of you who were wondering.

My mom and brother are still here. The plumbing is fixed which is awesome. I wish I got to spend some quality time with them however. It doesn't look like there is going to be any fun involved with this visit.

It makes me sad. 20 months since I've seen them and we can't even stop for a minute to enjoy each others company. It's not what I expected this trip to be like. I'm finding it really depressing. I appreciate and am grateful for all the help I've gotten, but beyond the plumbing and the yard none of the other stuff really matters. I was content with just seeing them.

None of them get it though. I don't care about the other things. I care about getting to see them and having a good time. That's what matters.

I'm just a bit overwhelmed. I was told one scenario and got a completely different one.

Aug 21, 2010

No. Just no.

You don't get to see him nearly everyday and then bitch about him coming to see me for 10 days when I haven't seen him in 20 months.

No. Fuck right off.

You're not his family, I am. You should learn to be by yourself little girl, because next year you're going to be spending a lot of time that way. Get used to it.

Aug 20, 2010

Super Excited!

My Mom and brother are coming up on Sunday.

It's been 20 months since I have seen them and I absolutely cannot wait!

Aug 19, 2010

I am completely disheartened.

By some of the crap going on with Empire Avenue.

Cheaters and bullies ruin this game for the users who invested their time (and even money) into the site just to have their experience shit on by egotistical fucks who have God complexes.

I am so beyond frustrated and I have every right (and more than enough evidence) to feel that way.

Aug 16, 2010

Sick today.

My digestive system hates me.

At least it's starting to get better now. Just gotta shake the headache.

Lately I've noticed that a lot of people's true colors have been coming out. Whether it be online or people's actions towards others. There are some very petty and passive aggressive people out there. I just can't seem to wrap my head around why. If you love somebody - don't do things to hurt them or rub it in their faces. It's not cool.

I hate seeing the people I love being hurt by people that are so completely self centered they can't see anything beyond their own reflection in the mirror.

Aug 14, 2010

I cannot wait!

My Mom and Russell are going to be coming next week!

So excited to see them. It's been 20 months since I've seen my Mom or brother and I've been very homesick. I am sad that my Dad can't come because of work, but I'll take two over none at all.

It will be nice to have help getting my plumbing working again and getting some small stuff done around my home. Russell will get to see where he will be living after he graduates and finally meet Lucy and the birds and Chloe. I am hoping to arrange a tour of NAIT (where he will be going after grad in June) so he can see the school and get excited for it. I think a few driving lessons in the city will be due for him as well.

I don't have furniture for them to sit on or any tables or anything, or tv... so it will be more like camping for them than anything... but it will just be nice to be in the presence of family.

I do think it will be sad for my Mom to see how I've been living though. A house with no drainage, no toilet, no furniture, nothing to entertain you, I don't have transportation, I bare shelves and and empty fridge, I don't have anywhere comfortable to sit or sleep, I don't have proper or enough clothing, my shoes are falling apart, I don't have heat.

I just really hope it doesn't upset them.

Aug 13, 2010

Cheater cheater pumpkin eater!

"K guys. The plan is that we're going to mass cheat at a specific time because if everybody does it then that makes it right!"


This really bugs me and I feel this type of thing should be completely and utterly disallowed.

Aug 9, 2010

Oh Rudiger...

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Will I ever see him again??

So my blogs don't look like they are updating to Empire Avenue or Twitter?

One that I did last night sure didn't. Hmm!

It might be a good thing though - I am pretty sure I'd have a lot of angry comments if this person had read/heard the song. LOL.

Anyways, I have my phone set up for twitter SMS now. Yay!
I used to HATE twitter - but ever since Empire Avenue got me using it I actually have come to enjoy it very much.

In other news, it's really nice out today and it kind of sucks that I am going to be stuck behind a desk the entire time. Poop.

Aug 8, 2010

So I was jamming and recording what I was doing...

I always do that in case I have some sort of genius moment so I don't forget what I just came up with. In there I had this little snippet:

Click here to listen.

Not my typical style by any means but I love the lyrics that I came up with on the spot. When people piss me off that's how I channel it. It's funny that this one was inspired by a person I came across on the internet. If she happens to read this blog I think she will most definitely know this is about her... but I don't care.

I write songs about people I love or people who piss me off. Live with it.

I am thinking I might actually take this random jam and turn it into something. Maybe name it after her. lol


She says that she is a lone wolf..
but that's only because she's a bitch.
I've seen her kind many times before...
always the victim - passive aggressive bore.
Secret is that you are only the victim of yourself.
If you thought of the things that you portray...
you would shut your fucking mouth!

Oh right your actions have no consequence!
Poor you when people react to your social incompetence!
With your liberal hippie bullshit all in a package...
you complain and feel self entitled,
but this time bitch you chose the wrong rival.

I think I might just keep it!

My plea to my dear love Rudiger gets media attention:

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Oh Rudiger, how I miss thee. Please come to me so I can get out of this tree.

Yesterday I invested several eaves in what looked like a squirrely fiend...
...he told me I was from his dreams and that my name spells No Real, E.
He wondered if I actually exist, and to my content he continued to persist...
...that I in fact warm his nut loving heart and for joining his cause I'm pretty smart!

With his loving words I proclaimed to thee...
that I wouldn't mind moving into a tree...
I shouted to the world it was him I would hug and squeeze...
..and to my shouts he seemed real pleased!
So now it is from me that you have heard,
I am in love with Sir Rudiger Esquirel the Third!


I will neither confirm or deny until I get a reasonable amount of eaves...

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He loves me! The saga continues!

Aug 7, 2010

This is why I love Doug's blog:

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Absolutely hilarious!


I am going to be as vague and non-specific as possible in hopes that this makes everybody forget about my recent shenanigans. I'm also going to give a lot of pointless tips that even the dumbest of people know in hopes that being pretentious and condescending will improve your opinion of me and my ways which lack integrity. After all, you are only a cog in the wheel of my evil plan to dominate and be number one. You're not a person, you're something to step on while on my way up!!

So yeah - investors, somebody somewhere is doing something really bad on Empire Avenue. Be alert and be warned.


Oh man, lol. Some people are so dense that it is hard not to mock them and enjoy every second of doing so.

Aug 5, 2010

So I didn't get to see the Northern Lights this time around.

I know you can see them in Edmonton every now and then, but I wanted to see the really vibrant colours.

Oh well. :(

In other news, BC - keep your damn smoke to yourselves! lol

Aug 4, 2010

Couple's Dogs Murdered for SECOND Time.

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If I were them I wouldn't feel safe sleeping at night.

What kind of a sick fuck does this? So now Edmonton and area has TWO serial animal killers.

Makes me so sad and angry at the same time.

Aug 3, 2010

Aurora Borealis

Still waiting. Gonna give up soon. :(

Aug 1, 2010


My older brother, sister-in-law, and niece are all in Armstrong visiting my parents. I was supposed to be there this weekend (was planning on doing it months ago) but money issues, etc... have prevented me from doing so. Therefore I am feeling homesick and le sad. Being away from home for so long is really depressing... it's been 18 months since I was last home. I wish I could go to the Okanagan.

My brother is going to be coming here to go to school next summer - he will be attending NAIT. I am already counting down the days. I am so excited to have him. Gruesome twosome under the same roof again? Nobody will know what hit them! lol - We'll rule the park. I'm pretty sure "Operation Bubbles" will be underway. (Russ will get this - the rest of you suckers won't.)

I had a bit of a blast from the past this week - reunited with an old friend - who is no longer a boy by any means. I kinda went DAMN!!! No, I don't care if he reads this he already knows lol.

Wait... that sounded pretty scandalous...

Stop being pervs. Pervs.