I'm alive...

For those of you who were wondering.

My mom and brother are still here. The plumbing is fixed which is awesome. I wish I got to spend some quality time with them however. It doesn't look like there is going to be any fun involved with this visit.

It makes me sad. 20 months since I've seen them and we can't even stop for a minute to enjoy each others company. It's not what I expected this trip to be like. I'm finding it really depressing. I appreciate and am grateful for all the help I've gotten, but beyond the plumbing and the yard none of the other stuff really matters. I was content with just seeing them.

None of them get it though. I don't care about the other things. I care about getting to see them and having a good time. That's what matters.

I'm just a bit overwhelmed. I was told one scenario and got a completely different one.

No. Just no.

You don't get to see him nearly everyday and then bitch about him coming to see me for 10 days when I haven't seen him in 20 months.

No. Fuck right off.

You're not his family, I am. You should learn to be by yourself little girl, because next year you're going to be spending a lot of time that way. Get used to it.

Super Excited!

My Mom and brother are coming up on Sunday.

It's been 20 months since I have seen them and I absolutely cannot wait!

I am completely disheartened.

By some of the crap going on with Empire Avenue.

Cheaters and bullies ruin this game for the users who invested their time (and even money) into the site just to have their experience shit on by egotistical fucks who have God complexes.

I am so beyond frustrated and I have every right (and more than enough evidence) to feel that way.

Sick today.

My digestive system hates me.

At least it's starting to get better now. Just gotta shake the headache.

Lately I've noticed that a lot of people's true colors have been coming out. Whether it be online or people's actions towards others. There are some very petty and passive aggressive people out there. I just can't seem to wrap my head around why. If you love somebody - don't do things to hurt them or rub it in their faces. It's not cool.

I hate seeing the people I love being hurt by people that are so completely self centered they can't see anything beyond their own reflection in the mirror.

I cannot wait!

My Mom and Russell are going to be coming next week!

So excited to see them. It's been 20 months since I've seen my Mom or brother and I've been very homesick. I am sad that my Dad can't come because of work, but I'll take two over none at all.

It will be nice to have help getting my plumbing working again and getting some small stuff done around my home. Russell will get to see where he will be living after he graduates and finally meet Lucy and the birds and Chloe. I am hoping to arrange a tour of NAIT (where he will be going after grad in June) so he can see the school and get excited for it. I think a few driving lessons in the city will be due for him as well.

I don't have furniture for them to sit on or any tables or anything, or tv... so it will be more like camping for them than anything... but it will just be nice to be in the presence of family.

I do think it will be sad for my Mom to see how I've been living though. A house with no drainage, no toilet, no furniture, nothing to entertain you, I don't have transportation, I bare shelves and and empty fridge, I don't have anywhere comfortable to sit or sleep, I don't have proper or enough clothing, my shoes are falling apart, I don't have heat.

I just really hope it doesn't upset them.

Cheater cheater pumpkin eater!

"K guys. The plan is that we're going to mass cheat at a specific time because if everybody does it then that makes it right!"

/mockery.

This really bugs me and I feel this type of thing should be completely and utterly disallowed.